Sprained my butt, nbd.
I’m in so much pain it’s insane. I think I’m dying.
So many people try to describe love, but what is it really? Is it the butterflies you get when you talk to that special person? Is it the warmness you feel in your heart when they say they love you too? Is it that stupid smile that always seems to be on your face, no matter what mood you’re in?
I say love is bullshit. Give me one love that doesn’t end in heartbreak, other than those fucking fairy tales. Oh wait….there isn’t one. Unless some sick, sadistic bastard is actually happy when their significant other dies.
In the end, everyone leaves. No one stays happy, and falling in love only leaves you sad and heartbroken. I would know, the guy I fell head over heels in love with doesn’t give a shit about me. He told me.
We started dating 12.28.10 and dated for a while, shit happened and we broke up. Then we gave it another try and started dating 8.9.11 and were together almost 6 months. I was so in love with him, he couldn’t do anything wrong in my eyes.
I loved him with every piece of me. I loved his laugh, I loved his smile, I loved his hair. The only thing I hated was he lived in Massachusetts. He made me happier than anyway had ever made me. All I could do was smile when I talked to him and I couldn’t help it, and everything was fantastic, in my perspective.
He wanted someone closer, that wouldn’t care if he drank, or did stupid shit with his friends. All I was was someone to occupy his time while he was looking for someone better.
He eventually started ignoring me and would make up excuses for it, and when I couldn’t take it anymore I broke up with him. He admitted almost everything and then brought up the first break up and made me sound like the bad guy.
The pathetic thing is, I was. And all of this happened in January, but here I sit, four months later, still crying over something that should never have mattered in the first place. But c’est la vie. I’ll get over it…eventually.
Fucking bitch tits.
I hate people.
I’m back to feeling like a piece of shit again.
She needed people to follow and she was going through my followers.